Living in a rat race

Rat race

Ring ding
Get up
Time for work
Chop chop
Dont stop
Its monday
Youv got bills to pay
Fill up on your coffee
You pale faced baggy eyed
Waste of space
Your a number now get in order
Your property
A white collared slave to the trade
Now behave
Do what I say
No time for questions
You rodent
You crumb of cement
I'll punish you to a 9 till 5
Torment
For your conformity
You weak spirited
Blind to the truth
Piece of decay

Do we need to suffer before we can fully appreciate pleasure?

As I watch the limp rolled up cigarette between my fingers slowly burn to dust.
I think of my life
All my experiences they have faded into nothing but thoughts.
As I take a deep inhale of the ghostly grey smoke and feel it burn my throat
It reminds me of the pain I felt those nights and how it thankfully didnt last.
As it enters my lungs coating them in a flood of darkness
I begin to think
Do we need to suffer to fully appreciate pleasure?
And is pleasure nothing more than a distraction from suffering?

Keep moving on. Only the present moment exists

Nothing exists but the present moment. Nothing like it shall ever exist again. Take it as it is and fucking embrace it for you shall never have that exact moment/thought/emotion again not just you but no one else ever. All is perfectly unique. Understand that everything is very temporary, everything passes like clouds in the wind, it all moves on, they dissipate and create new. If you are one to hold belief in the theory of evolution then you may agree that new experience is growth and is the procession to more understandment and better ways of dealing with similar encounters that will most definitely appear in the future. So we should be seeking to grow and move on. We should avoid getting stuck in the murky swamp of memories left behind by our past.

chipped tooth

As my thoughts echo
Bouncing off the surgically clean white walls
They slice my mind
Like a stanley against skin

I cannot escape
There out of control
Like the dreams I have
When I go to sleep
I want it to stop
This pounding in my head
Sedate me
Fill me with chemicals
Flood the gates with beer
Please someone
Something
I plead and pray
Cleanse my mind of these
Troublesome ideas

Communication is the key

Why dont we cry like we did when we were kids. What happened? At what point did we begin to think that crying or the expression of suffering was a sign of weakness or inferiority?
Why have we held these feelings good or bad to ourselves? Communication is the key. Through expressing your happiness you shall give others hope and inspiration that there is more. Through the expression of sadness or suffering you shall give others around you a little more understanding for your situation and shall lift a great weight from your shoulders.

Escape the shallow belief system weve been conditioned to believe

Stop focusing on job titles and qualifications, clothing, housing, money, tits, arse, big dick, small dick, dissolve these shallow barriers they mean nothing on the big scale of existence. Explore new lands, talk to new people, improve yourself, discover yourself, accept yourself, live life without judgement of others and yourself, FREE YOURSELF.

synchronicities - thoughts and surroundings

As we raise our awareness of thoughts and surroundings we begin to realise that every thought we think is projecting a vibration out and into the universe.
The universe is then conspiring to these vibrations and so then manifesting our thoughts into our reality/surroundings. When we are living in the same surroundings and spending our days with the same people then these manifestations are occurring at a much lesser rate. However when our surroundings are changing the manifestations are happening much more frequently.
There is no set time in which thoughts will manifest from hours, days or even years.
When we gain understanding for this it will give our lives much deeper meaning and clarity.

Everything happens for a reason, no matter how good or bad.